Of hopes and optimism

Hello there! :)

How is Sunday treating you? :)  I have had a funny weekend. One story, and two reactions. One made me jump up with happiness, and the other is was giving me nightmares. Honestly, till date I never knew such things could happen :D

Now, I had all plans of ranting and making a huge drama of what has happened. *Nothing THAT tragic, trust me* Sometimes, life gives you something, only makes sure you fret for a while before you get it.

I have gotten shocked - frustrated - panicky - confused - sad - tensed - frightened - out-of-place-d - pacified myself ---- repeated everything in different order, a million times.

And this evening, I went to my safe place. A place that gives me peace and hope every time things get off track. And yes, I feel so much better, so much at rest.

I have promised myself to wait and watch, think and strain my brain only if needed (Which, I will not have to. I know, everything will fall in place soon :))

I have decided not to tell myself any stories -- stories that will never happen.

I have decided to keep calm and hope for the best.

You see, people who matter to me are confident that I'll make through things. They are not even worried a grain size, and that gives me hope :)

I know I sound absurd, but I don't want to promote any negativity in me, my promise to me is precious :)

My parents and siblings are on a vacation, and I don't have the camera. I have a lot of product reviews lined up. Hopefully, by this weekend everything will be sorted and I'll get back to serenity :)
Until then, I might not blog often much. I had no plans of this post, but I then felt then need to write my calm thoughts.

Its a funny state to be in.

Love,
Namita ♥